God,

Thank you for today.  The day was very tiring but I got the opportunity to be of service at work and I got to be of service to my friend by going to watch her presentation on acupuncture.  I think you're talking to me through my friend and I think I'm going to try acupuncture.  The things she was saying about balance are very much in line with my thoughts and my way of life recently so it seems like a next indicated action.  Tonight I got the opportunity to talk another new potential friend from one of my weekly meetings that I attend.  I enjoyed talking to her and the class she talked about on mindfulness also sounded like it was right up my alley.

I have fears that I will procrastinate on these things that I want to do because I am so focused on areas of my life that are not really important.  Money isn't important in the grand scheme of things and yet I'm afraid of it, afraid that I never have enough, afraid that I won't be able to pay off the debt I've incurred and afraid that I am going to take a job simply for the money it will give me.  

Just for today I am going to trust that you are watching out for me and that you will be there for me and you will make sure that I have what I need.  Just for today I am going to trust that your will for me is what is best for me.  Your will, will ensure that I can be of maximum service to my fellow man.  Just for today I am going to trust that I am on the right path and that the next indicated action on my life is what I am doing.   Right now I am second guessing every decision I make and that isn't a very fun place to be so just for today I am going to trust that you are looking out for me.

God, please look out for the people in Ingress, my heart is with them every day, I wish them all the very best even though it's not something I can do right now.  Please look out for Bryan on his journey, he's a wonderful man who deserves good things in life and deserves happiness whatever that looks like.  Please bestow your grace on all the people at ER, they are amazing people who have done incredible things for me and I want them all to have all the peace and serenity in the world.  Look out for Momma and chick (you know who they are), they need your Grace love and support.  Above all God, please look out for all those that are suffering from depression and anxiety tonight, may they know your love and beauty in their lifetime.